-=[顺]=- Shun no Oni

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called
“best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.

She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. “My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too… I thought to my self, and I cried.

Interesting fate intervene story.Kinda reminded me of School Rumble of that hige and foolish girl. Then again ending is different.

been so long, journey thru time. still lost in the searching of goals.

aims? goals? objectives? still no answer.

Recently trying to complete Driving stuff. Satisfied a long desire of moe-less with K-on but soon will have a withdrawal with its final episode. guess thats always comes.

Just watch “Drag me to hell” good movie for ppl who thinking to own ppl money or stuff and think they can get away without paying back.

retribution and curses…scarey old lady
Well, not sure what im blogging now also. some get callup troublesome stuff brewing.

for now just see how far we can go.

moe…

MOEEE!!!!~~~

Lol I dun want to be otaku….

Moe~ Moe~ Kyuun!~~ lol

Long time never write, but got nothing of coz I dun write…

So today what i have?

pictures… on mypapers was something that shocked me today when I reach my workplace.

Without much delay here are the pictures…

Anyway the article has nothing to do with us…

here is one with the article,

Weird huh? lol

There was a gloomy guy who didn’t have much hope for the future. He got into an accident and was in cast so that he was restricted in movement alot.

He was admitted in a room with another patient. To his view there were only a view to the door with a big curttain covering the other patient bed while the other patient have a window view.

So during his stay he was bored, he ask the other guy what he sees at the window. The guy always tells him that he see alot of stuff, even joke about clumsy people that falls on the stairs on the walkpath, or describe how a good looking nurse is helping another wheel chair patient.

Soon its was the guy’s discharge day, the other patient had passed away during his stay. Out of curious, he went to the other side of the room to see the view.

It was block by another building and there wasn’t much to see. Later he found out that the other guy was also blind due to brain tumor.

The guy then left feeling that he should look positively in the future like the other patient whom was in a worse state than him.

Alot of games coming and alot become stale. Like bread, seem im detour from my City of Heroes, but its still sucking my Vitamin M.

Back then AoC caught my attention but bloodlust had been satisfied. had to stop from that.

so what is next on the list….

There is SPORES! seem like potential one.

RED ALERT 3, hmmm fantasied on the Russian babe ruling with her AK47.
Starcraft 3, kinda slow knowing where is comes from.
DIABLO 3, EVEN slower…

WARhammer is another that somehow capture my interest, but i doubting a strong holder for my interest, then again that RvR and Public Quest is an interesting engine of the game.

Still lost in my life, sluggin on work but low pay but easy. hmmmm, if only there is a clear answer to that one, "What is my objective?!"

or WALL-E will say, "Dir….directive?"

Age of Conan. Nice game. But mono, great fatalities. But guess it isn’t what I want. Sensing another games coming out that will leech some players out.

But each games got its buying point.
If game makers take note of each buying points, probably they can make a game that is epically accepted.

Usually they just take it out too fast, unfinish and buggy, die really fast like Hellgate:london. Anyway Lets see how AoC last.

One afternoon, after lunch with my working colleagues , we part our path. One of them followed me, the other went back to rest. So it was hot afternoon, quick stroll to the nearby mall, Tanglin Mall.

Was searching high and low for that specific chocolate but my effort in vain, so I left the place with a bit of disappointment. Then we hear a woman yelled, "Stop him! Stop him!"

Seeing where she point, it was a middle-age man, in button shirt and shorts with a bag, walking stealthily trying to get away.

Without much thinking, I hold and grip him on the arm with my two hands. My friend was in shocked too. Soon the group of caucasians came rushing by. Claiming he had stole something, I ask her checked if she lost anything, and I ask that man did he took anything.

He replied,"I returned to her already." This was a very weird answer to me, as in the first place if you have not take anything from her, you do not need to return anything. In the end, I decide to hold him with firm determination. Then came rushing by are the shop assistances. One of them even mistook my friend for trying to fight with the man.

With this much crowd gather, a lot of eyes were peeping from all corners of the cashier machines. Trying to sort out things, the man attempt to run, almost losing my grip, I say "Hold him down!" to the shop assistances. His shirt came off revealing some tattoo on his body. By this time, he was hold down by the potato chips shelf.

Seeing the shop assistances have the situation under control, I ask my friend to leave it them and we head to toilet and out of the scene.

This is quite unbelievable personal account that I and my friend had experienced. No reward or any praise needed, we still find it unbelievable.

The next day, a small article about it was on the newspaper. Who got the praised? The shop assistance.

Good for him.

Least the experience was quite shocking unbelievable.

Anime, Tokasatsu and any japanese dub by these seiyuus.

Their voice quite  unique and without them seem like the show is not complete without them.

Mamiko Noto - Sweet soft female voice, Most influenced by the character in School Rumble, Yakumo Tsukamoto

She had a song for that character called Yuugao quite pleasantly nice.

Next is a Master and Disciple in God Gundam,
Yōsuke Akimoto   & Tomokazu Seki voice acting Master Asia and Domon Kasshu.

No question ask, their voice portray the character very well.
Tomokazu Seki - Shourishatachi no Banka <<< very nice in an inspirational way.

Next we have another master, from Naruto Series, Jiraiya’s voice act.
Hōchū Ōtsuka.
I like his voice as Jiraiya and as Deneb in Kamen Rider Den-O.
Sound like… well a master sensei’s voice.

Sakurai Yuuto & Deneb - Action-ZERO [Yuuto and Deneb Dialogue Version]

Hiroya Ishimaru
This guy had a funny accent to it. Distinctly I hear his voice from
Apachai Hopachai in History’s Strongest Disciple Kenichi. Then I hear again at
Gekiranger from Master Sharkie Chan.

To my shocking discovery, he was the voice for Kouji Kabuto in Mazinger Z.

Well here just part 1 of the seiyus I like.
More to come next time.

Fear,Rage,Ignorance,Emotional,Negative,Denial

Fear, I know I’m not trained or taught to interact with you. I fear I might give wrong information to this person. Probably set this person to the path of Asura.

Rage, I will rage, I don’t rage, I’m am fake then. I chosen my own path of Asura, I hope no one will chose it like I did.

Ignorance, I give up talking to this person, I should had just ignorance that message, why bother to explain when that person only think otherwise.

Emotional, this person choose a path of Asura and think it only affect itself, the damage always there, directly and indirectly. No way to block, no way to escape. 100% hit.

Negative, is there, if no positive there is no negative. Shits always there, it only how you deal with it.

Denial, this person claim to cut the tie, I chose to deny it then. I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free.

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Few good movies I watched,

Juno - talk about a teen got pregnant and decide to  deal with it in a very good way, never give up.

Rocky Balboa - Yeah I wols but no worry, this still inspirational and nice to watch even the fight is at last few minutes. Great inspire moments and emotional story.

"Let me tell you something you already know.
The world ain’t all
sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will
beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.

Cowards do that and that ain’t you. You’re better than
that!"

Taken from Rocky Balboa.

May this person be blessed and fight back at life.

Almost same thing everyone. Happy good enough, Ang Bao doesn’t seem to be the priority as it used to be. Food on the other hand, is what make a man to have energy to do what he will do in the next move.

2nd night of lunar new year, had to get some food for dinner. Went to TBP, woah its like zombie city with only fast food restaurant . Been eating it for that night and the following night.

At that point, how I wish it wasn’t CNY. It is then I appreciate something simple like Mee Pok. Warm soup, bouncy fish balls and the satisfying taste of soy sauce filling up the stomach instead of CNY goodies of Chocolate, sweets and drinks.

Feel like big candy after those goodies.

Had watch a movie with a good buddy of mine, all done and arrange in last minute. but no hiccups or whatever. Movie was for a good laugh. Jack Neo’s one. Still good for me.

After watching the movie, an idea of "promising something and fulfilling it" was kinda the meaning or phrase that stuck in my head. Good phrase, but not widely practice I feel.

So what is going on for me in the rat year?
At the start, it seem to be a great year, luck seem better, know more friends, let just see how it goes.

P.S> Hope i win the big sweep in march!!! :D?

funny picture found at hwz, hehe Song bo?~~~