-=[顺]=- Shun no Oni

Chapter 1.
Life.

What is life? It is something your parents give to you, so you must take good care of it and return this love and care to your parents too. You born out crying because you want everyone on earth know your arrival. Life is a unshapen clay. You can form many kinds of shapes and in the end paint it and decorate it with whatever you want. To throw your life away will make many sad and angry. Sometime life is fragile and short, can be hard and long, colorful or monochrone. Always live your life like a star, glowing endlessly, even you feel the end is near, don’t die out without a supernova bang. No one can insist  how to live your life but suggest styles and ways to live your. Never get indulge with stuff and break yourselves.

Wrong path I took for my life. Anger, I should not be angry with friends, even they annoying me with names. I should not get revenge by hoping getting big and bully them.  Over indulgement of food had make a sad me now. If I can redo my life, I wish I was a better boy back then and ignore what other calls me. I should endure.

I should be more open to people earlier. Too bad fate can’t be rush, nor luck of chance is available. However being too opened might give people chances of treachery and bluff to set in. Hence I wish I was more alert and wary of such negativity.

A big massive life I had come with now. Sweeten with indulgments, it is still an abomination of guilt, sadness, sickness, negative and times I wanted to end my but deep down I know I can’t as I need to fulfil that one starbright destiny. Certain law and orders seem to be another factor shaping our life.

Acceptance and denial of life, always the concept of other people in the world. Some feels "My life is like this, therefore i will be like that" and some "I want to escape, Im not this, Im that, I AM THAT!" As long as it does not affect others, no harm dealing your life in those concept.

Drip drop of water filled the bucket, times up and you have to pour it out.
    Then again the cycle continues, what you left you can’t bring over,
        leave it for others to remake and re-shape it, for another beautiful art may be formed.

Life is precious, fragil, beautiful, amazing and only one for everyone.

-heart-felt dark and hollow wrote this-