-=[顺]=- Shun no Oni

Left 2 hours or less, a new year is coming.

Being working at Gleneagles, as part-timer.
Know some interesting people.
Ruisheng, Koon Hwee, Eric, Neezam, Han Chuan, Maggie, Jaya, Man Ping and Kerry.
Well just feeling a bit wasted as it was until the last day of Kerry’s working day then we all broke the silent ice.

Least its a good ending. Wish them good fortune and get lucky in the rat year.

Another matter was a friend, who had to stay in hospital, I can only hope and wish her a good healthy mind and body for the following new year.
Get well soon, Eve!

Been fun and wacky boarish year. Like a boar, some incidents kinda chargin around. Grab the tusk of the boar and roam and struggle around hahahahaha.
Ups and downs, but still all still going well.

Joel who is in Australia, just wishes all the best with school works.

Rest of the remaining friends, its not that I’m lazy to mention in here but(ok maybe I am), I really hope I can greet and wish them good fortune and times in person.

Some lessons learnt and now conclusion at the last day of Boar year.

1. Suicide is no fun.
2. Handphone long talk is costly.
3. People evolves, what difficulty you throw at them; although we whine
4. Things can be enjoy cheaply.
5. Smile and keep happy to oneself is good enough.
6. GHL,MRO, WMR-GMR, YEAR YYYY + 8 = Destroy YEAR, work work work work…..
7. Organising movie is no easy job
8. Don’t ask question too many time at angry or short-fused people.
9. Family is my sanctuary.
10. I need to love myself more to love other better.

Lastly, I ,兆顺，祝 大家鼠年，福星高照， 做事都 一帆风顺。

Got lovers and wifes and husbands one, have a blissful loving year
Got books and studies to catch up one, have many Aces easily
Got not enough money one, have a abundance of wealth to count
Got nothing to do one, hehehe just get rich and happy.

Huat! Huat!! Huat!!!

All had been plan out, watch Rambo 1 to 3, then finale with Rambo 4.

1. About Rambo being pushed by a small town Sheriff. Sheriff think he can stop the green beret, goes on and tried to take him down, soon to find out Rambo just booby-trapped them and pwned them deep deep.

2. Rambo in someplace doing DB shitz, then colonel came to take him out for a mission.
Mission to take some picture, wear new equipment look kinda like Solid Snake woah, but some high ranking arsehole feel like doing some half-bucket shit work of that operation. then decide to pull out when Rambo almost succeeded  winning the objective.

3. Rambo in some country like thailand helping monk build temple then ask to go Afghanistan for mission.

4. Retired as boatman and cobra catcher, some brainless Church team wanna go into warzone help people but didn’t bother to bring guns as its against their religion. 

Well didn’t wanna reveal all but Rambo 4 is a good movie. Only flaws are this time its short, no US military involvement, hence no Colonel(probably too old or passed away?)

The killing are good. The baddies… psychotic and perverted. So they ought to die.
Think this part 4 also have the highest record of deaths.

Next part of this post will be some personal thoughts.
Timing was set by me, some claim to be early. But I have my point of view of the whole situation. Too early, but all couldn’t come in time, they have pass records of late when watching movie, so if I just make the timing nearer to the movie time, wouldn’t all be coming at a later time?

1 told me, I send SMSes about telling to collect tickets from usher but didn’t state which cinema.
I was reluctant to say anything, I would not need to send that sms in the first place if everyone just come on time or late by 5-15mins of meeting time. It was just out of good will only. But, fine then, I take that point noted.

Next was about some gaming session.
I am now truly wondering how should I play this game.
To win seem to make people unhappy, to lose seem to disrupt the gameplay.
To create trouble seem to make things chaotic, to ask again only to get rage at.
I admit I had ask a stupid question to someone too many times on additional fact I didn’t know he have no cards in hand. I’m slow in intellectual, but thats me. 
Claiming everyone targets you, you can’t blame others… it just happens. Law of nature, tactics of everyone. Should everyone play to win, then you cannot blame people for uniting and killing the strongest, thats how tactics works.

Strongest doesn’t have to be things recorded, you are strong but appear weak now, but I know you will be strong later.

I started to reconsider playing this game anymore, if playing it anymore would cause an newer perception that can destroy something good. I’m also considering an oddly tactic to be in play if I had to play, one probably extend game time and keep harmony of game and friendship.

It will be sad if that stage reached with no return.
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Gaiden mode.

2 staff left the part time place I’m working at. Neezam and Eric.
Interesting guy Neezam turn out to be, hear quite some stories from him, and grateful to him for showing us how things done.

Eric was not bad chap, least he patience to teach me chess. Abit flops here and there, but in the end, still a guy okay to work with.

Still having fun with people in Gleneagles.

Some good, funny or inspiring phrase from Rambo’s movie.
"Live for nothing, Die for something" <<< good for those suiciding  people.
Don’t waste your lives for nothing.

Russian Officer, "who is this Rambo? he is your god?"
Colonel in prison,"God will have mercy, he has none"
<<< sound funny and good for me, the religion-less one. non-believer of any religion.

"You bring guns?", Church guy, "NO!"
"Then go home.",Rambo

"We, the devils rescuing you!"  random merc answered.

K maybe abit anti-church stuff, but whole is like that.

Lastly a moment of silent for this star, one i thought could shine quite bright.
Sir Ulrich von Lichtenstein of Gelderland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So another new year had passed.
As always, I always lived on with good life, but not the too good life, still can make it, happy go lucky kinda life.

What is the first defying thing that I did on New year?
I would say watching Alien Vs Predator:Requiem.

First I’m glad to watch it with 6 other friends, James, Patrick, Sean, Desmond, Yongda, Sherwyn. It was quite a amazing feat getting the 7 seats booking thou.
Why amazing?

Firstly I had ask all of them whether they wanted to go watch this movie first, didn’t get much comfirm from all, I manage to get actual solid respond from 4, so I book for 5 only at that time. Then 1 came to ask me if we watching when I waited his reply a day ago.  I tried to book  1  more seat but computer don’t allow, need 2…
What luck, then i think who to get for the lucky 7. Then all set i book another 2 more just beside the 5 I booked earlier. Two Booking, same row, quite lucky if I say so myself.

Things to share, recently quite interested in psychology stuff, and every tues night there is this show that talks about human and human relations problem and discussions at channel U.
               

Lecture Room:Yu Dan-Notes On Lun Yu
             
              百家讲坛:于丹<论语>心得

One of the topic was about making friends.
"There are 3 kinds of good friends and 3 kinds of bad friends"
Kinda forgot most of it, You know lah, lecture talks mostly 55% are gone when they talk finish hahaha.

But 1 of the bad friend, was one who cannot decide on things for you or himself.
This is quite true and I few I had encounter this many times. Last time go out eat, friends couldn’t decide where to eat, then wasted time and in the end had little time to eat.

The idea is to get your decision fast and firm. These dally dilly answers like "Anything", "Whatever" are all quite time wasters. Its also show somehow a lack of confident in one’s speech from my point of view. I used to say "chin cai" or " 随便", I try to change it, to be firm and confident.

If not  随 随便 便, mind as well 水果 加 大 便 lah…
*this phrase learnt from Jeremy* hahaha

Okay back to the movie AVP:R
Okay got Aliens, got predator. But after watching I felt something is amiss. Lack of contend. Some part quite good but some part need reinforcement or more things should be there. I overhear the budget for this movie was little and probably someone or some forces are kinda hindering this movie. A speculation only.

Some spoilers ahead!!!!

The predalien new way of inpregnating female humans was sickly awesome. Think the idea of taking female human could be female tends to be less stronger than males, easier to be "kidnap" and force to "hentai" things with. :O
What she did was hold the female human like a paper bag and vomit a couple of mini eggs into her stomach. Later all the eggs, roughly 4-5 chestbusters pop out of the stomach and screaming for a good day to kill other humans. Guess they are no more chestbusters, we should call them "Stomachbusters"?!

This time predator only have 1, called Wolf. I think his job is like evidence cleaner.
Chiong to earth clear all info about predators’ technology, aliens stuff. His mask on poster was quite nice. What one predator can do, he did it, not much to complain, but probably it wouldn’t hurt if there is more help or information about their homeworld. To me, its seem he is the unlucky predator that need to do duty at that moment. hahaha if you catch my flow of where i going…

Ending part, they miss on doing something to lead to the 3rd. Maybe nothing should be added since its not really nicely done. End something not good fast rather than lengthening the pain…

The timeline chosen, location chosen, quite poorly chosen actually.

Well more on personal stuff, job seem same old same old. Not complaining, boss is changing to another, not much affecting me, my plan is to finish the contract, finish my driving lesson and hopefully get license to drive. Degree studies seem too far or not the one I wanted to get into, probably messed up my early part of my life, no time to regret, just need to re-plan and take another path. No point having grudges.

A few more things to share.
Recently I had been going blog journeying.

http://www.sheylara.com/
I find this quite a good read about Qiaoyun, I know her from SWG mmorpg, gamer girl and actress, there are pics and stories to read.

I was shocked to find this thou, maybe I WOLS,  but here ya go
http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/
Didnt know this auntie can blog lah, well maybe got help from people? but quite expressive in her way, simple and nice.

Anyway my boring blog here, wait on another defying moment to type.

Lastly, RIP MC KING, great funny guy, was shinning again and yet gotta leave us. I will always remember you.

Taxi drivers, I hope all can survive this outrage that the company created and oil in US price created. Not much help from those boycotters…
well its their right to boycott but boycott don’t really solve the problem.

Every action leads to consequences.

Predator just point middle finger with wristblade thru predalien’s head

Rainy cold, thats my December.
Feel like a frog in a wet moist world. I been doing temp job at Gleneagles as Medical Report Officer. Sound fancy yet its almost like what I did in NS Full Time.

Easy job, similar supervisors attitude, and fellow workers, thou they are ever changing. can be similar but different in some parts. Well just do my part and see how it goes. Felt spiritless so don’t tell me to celebrate xmas, no mood for that. A fairy just came by because she lost my handphone number. How amusing but have a fairy friend better than nothing. Tried to regroup the movie going gangs for a movie, The Golden Compass, abit not my cup of tea. Kiddie-oh Fantasy. I knew its was written by an author who don’t believe god, but his believe is not my nor I should care. That movie only makes me laugh at the funny bear fight and amazing witches battles. Reminds me abit of DragonForce game back in Sega Saturn era.

National Treasure seem like a good movie to catch, so does I am Legend. But often not much people are free or want to watch it with me i guess…lol.

AVP:R Jan 1 2008 a definitely show that I want to catch, Rambo 4 haha was quite sad to  hear some younger generations one that do not know much about him. Well Im abit shock about what people younger than me thinking, seem more chaotic and pervertic, in terms of their "games" they play, or maybe I just not that pervertic as those.

Awaiting a moment of destruction, anyway have a merry Fxxkin Christmas, don’t let the fat man in red tell you that you have been naughty.

If not naughty, how can there be good children.

Not a bad game, quite fast paced, even faster than City of Heroes and Villain.

From makers of Diablo series, its has the elements of it in this game. Be it the items and weapon galore, the leveling, the classes.

The theme seem to set in future in London where the whole London seem to be overrun by Demons and entities from Hell. Rather than a mmorpg, I feel its more of mmofps.

6 classes derive from 3 main faction.
Templars faction consist of Guardian and Blademaster
Cabalist faction consist of Evoker and Summoner
Hunter faction consist of Marksman and Engineer

what is new in this game that none other have or I have seen other was the individual views of drops.
Meaning player 1 can only see items drop for player 1 and player 1 only. This eliminate the looting problems in World of Warcraft and other games. Really kudo to this idea, that for me, one who hate to play other mmo because of items quarrel where friends can become enemies just because of mere pity little items.

Quite alot of hiccup from the local server, but this kind of things im quite immune and awaiting for the server wipe and patch.

Inside this game, I was able to meet up some old entourage of friends throughout my life. My poly friend, Maligor, my ssgt James but dun seem to see him in game thou i saw him at the launch, others like Kieth from COX and Shiro and gangs from Guildwars and gameredge.

Another delay for the wipe and well now just gotta wait.

My characters in the game are Ashtar, Mature and Vice.
Marksman, Engineer and Summoner.
Maybe after wipe gonna make a guardian for Ashtar.

Sidetracked abit, yeah quitted school due to personal stress. Now, probably just need to get back on my feet, need to work, need to live again. National Service really made me into worser states. Bah, should have go into it after O levels. Oh well, now just see how my path will go.

Hear of days of doom, where a few prediction stating world will end at 2012. Wonder what will happen till then, if nothing happen then probably gonna laugh at all of them for giving false information.

My journey soon to start, recently too many things wanna try. Time and energy seem unable to control well, affect social circle too I presume.

I had seem to break from my City of Heroes, and tried on 2moon. 2moon had some flaw in the game. I feel chat systems had some touching up to do. Doesn’t seem like a game to make people gather, more like making all going against each other. Just on my way to the newbie fighting ground, I get like that many pvp requests, I’m the type who seldom pvp anyway. Tried a few times and all I can say its a waste of time.

Next game on the list will be ROTKonline. Some kind soul teaches how to sign up for it in the Gameaxis forum, feeling high hope yet down too as the Open beta only to oct 11.

Censorships seem to be my utmost hatred thing at the moment. Hear a good friend of mine wanted to rewatch Predators Series and Alien Series, I too join in the fun. To my shocking finds, the local telecast of those movies I saw when I was a little boy had been ultimately butchered to a sorry state that it took out many gore and actions away. It was a new discovery and experience for these 2 heavyweight merchandises.

Had some room improvement project, dump quite alot of stuff including a double decker bed(now sleeping on floor with mattress), New Toshiba Inverter air con(yeah no more smoke from smoky neighbors), painted whole room white thou not the color I wanted but new paint is good. Missed alot of 4D chances of winning(darn!).

Other than movie watching, recently meet up some NS friends for outing, meet some some didn’t turn up, I was going with "okay i go…" attitude. Dinner at orchard was quite a terrible experience, too many people, queuing up waiting, bah oh well, its only once in the blue moon, had some soup, grill meats (hmmmm tasty) and a finishing blow of coffee ice cream waffle.

Next was suppose to watch Shoot em up or Balls of fury, both I think should be quite fun to watch, however the people and queue haunt us again, no choice we set to PS for a coffee drink. From Starbucks to Mac, then to Carl’s Jr, sound degrading right? But to me, its just adaptation. If i really want a good place for coffee, mind as well do it at home with a cup of ginseng coffee (herbalicious). Had some heartily chats, still not a bad outing. Kudos to the camera man, Terence. Got some pictures to add up in the friendster pictures.

What’s ahead, Oct 3 school starting with added spice of joining up Dragon boat, chaotic qss gathering at that sat, hmmm BBQ 20++ ppl, better eat some b4 going there else die hungry. Oct 4 I should go get my "ideal" chair from ikea

well thats all for now,i’m almost finishing my coffee, back to gaming.

Point of ponder
Shun who want only the truth, not some piece of shit cut out by censorship. No wonder people go for pirated stuff.

Kinda like french chicks nowadays…lol

Well, things seem to be solving themselves, well got into SIM’s degree course, Computer Studies in Multimedia and Game making. Due to certain individuals action, I gotta cut away from something I like to do. But i shall not elaborate it. Recently watched Ratatouille, nice show with french styled music, each character nicely done, Colette seem to be a nice feisty character, strong yet well, sometime I wonder when will I meet my "Colette" kinda girl.

Then had a card game with some friends call Citadels, played a few rounds in the public and hehe almost late for the last train.  Some say you can think your game plan for it, but I just hit along, quite fun thou, Arrr  I killed you, you steal from me, I destroyed ya buildings… hahahahaha.

Well lets see what install for in october.

http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/ratatouille/

What’s cooking?  Anyone can cook, but what ya cooking? Surprise me!

A force has start to form and brewing like a storm, seem it will crush my usual cup of peace. But I am a newer person than before, I can give up. So we see how this force will come.

Lessons learn. First lesson, was a lesson of shadowed area. I knew that was a shadowed area. Chaos and Evil are often filling up the air in the area. But I choose to join an entourage to venture it again. Intoxication in control now, guess not much of problem.
What did madden me was the outrage from a mere being trying to taunt me, I held my mind, do what I should do, keep things in peace and harmony, But it caused much psychological damage to me, had build up such rage that it even tormented me in my slumber the following nights.
Then to let go, to hold no grudge against another, I soon dropped this anger, I felt peace again, luckily.

Another lesson was alliance. I was tested by a word call equation. I would call it God but I refused to believe in those, hence I decide to name it Equation.

I was given options, I choose 1 path, I will take the effect and consequences. After this path was chosen, unexpectedly it affect another option. I have no choice but to accept that consequences, then Equation came in. Another option was hindered.
I do not blamed the different entourages, I only blamed myself that I had not chosen or analyzed the situation probably. In the end, now I feel I will rethink of choice of actions before acting on it.

Last lesson was a lesson on trust, seem now I cannot trust anyone but family. Not even friends now. Always have a feeling friends are using each other. Sometime I ignored the fact I was being used, hoping they themselves could learn something and work it out a perfect solution, however, that was not the usual case. I don’t blame them, as we are all not perfect. Then when after all these happen, a recent encounter with another friend who yet seem caring enough to ask about me, I was happy with that conversation. Even thou it was short, a hi and bye with some questions, seem to enlighten the darkness that filled within me. Maybe, I should give other chances and myself a chance of redemption. I do not need to go extreme with myself.

IELTS score i got a 6.5, better than what I expected, almost thought I would failed it. However, as expected I knew my written had some problem.

Went to update with SIM too, hear the reply should come by September.

Hope good news in September then.

Found this picture, think this girl quite attitude and edge, wonder if I can meet someone like her.

Don’t even know if anyone will read this, oh well probably a note to self.

Finish IETLS exams, feel can do it better but let’s just hope to get passing grade should be good enough.  August 11 seem like a good day to go to the beach. Been to quite a few movies outings, more or less doing similar stuffs.

Air Con just broke down recently. Perhaps its telling to save energy and save the earth, thou without it seem harder to fall asleep but guess I can adapted to it, since I small kid sleep with fan only.

Cool weathers keep coming, feeling weird. Hope it stopped, coz like long time never see sun liao.

Exercising seem to work bit by bit, but cold weathers making me lazy all over again. Tomorrow another feast will begin, oh my god, will my effort be wasted? well guess couldn’t or shouldn’t be worried about it, as its a reunion with friends. Maybe it will not be that bad after all. Ku bi Lei, mongolian  and international buffet. Hope they have durian or crabs, seem to be long long time ago I eat them le…

May the Sun smile on me again in a few days time…

Drug cause addiction, Ciggy cause addiction too.
Drug harms your body, Ciggy harms it too.
Drug can make a man into slave, what difference does ciggy do?
Why ciggy is ok to sell to people and drug no?
Why ciggy have tax?
Why ciggy make you wanna have more?
Why I hate ciggy and people with ciggy?

Ciggy is just a lucky dude. Due to its appearance and lucrative value from countries to countries. The governments still imports and make them. On the other side, imposing fines and increase Ciggy’s value. Who are the suckers that have their money suck into funding of an unknown force in the society. You may say I’m too extreme in my way of expressing myself. But I do believe its my god damned it right to say so. 1 damned packet worth how much you should know, save how much you will not know when you quited it, the value is so big that probably you thought you can be next Donald Trump. You lived longer and healthier. Instead of the outer appearance decaying and decomposing with the poison puffing to your bodies. Cancers from each part of your bodies with names start to show themselves on bills and bills from the hospitals which is another money sucking organization. If poisoning yourselves is not enough, you had to kill my EARTH and people around you. Degenerating yourselves and producing sub-standard human races that smokes again and reproducing sub-standard human races, ruthless cycle recycle with no benefits. But end up who got the money? It clearly the money is used to made more factories and giving more suckers smoke. Making it a ultimate pyramid of business that no one is seeing it clearly. If you don’t break it out of the chain, you are just another slave that ciggy’s own. With each month, each individuals pumping money to crave the nasty habit urge like a drug addict, who is getting the money. Man or woman makes no difference. As long as you are a smoker, you are part of this chain of money sucker’s master plan.

Who should smoke then…I believe only those that live their life at the end of the line should smoke. For who knows smokes might save him? Then again, Don’t come crying when a heat seeker came right into your fxxkin’ face with ciggy.

So many organizations claims to need the money…why not side track and make ciggys, earn money from suckers.

Just hope one day ciggy will be like druggy, banned and 1 giant step for homosapien evolution to superhomosapien not something worst than monkeys but as a ciggy slave.

Just quit your fxxking smoking habit!